remember how i said "i should get what i want"?

THIS IS WHAT I MEAN!!! I SHOULD GET WHAT I WANT!!!! but i cant for now, so you can listen to me rant.. hehehh...

- GOOD GRADES!! i try my best, i cant run in gym, my legs are fucked!! I CAN'T DO SHIT! I SHOULD GET GOOD GRADES

- COMPLIMENTS. I LOVE GETTING TOLD I LOOK GOOD AND THAT IM HOT!! doesnt happen enuff... PISSES ME OFF!!! HHHRGHH..

- KMFDM SHIRTS!!! i should get those, i mean, its literally my LIFE.

- TO GO OUTSIDE WHENEVER I WANNNNTTT!! feel like cold grass in my toes..

- NOT BE BLOCKED IN THE HALLWAYS OF MY SCHOOL!!! OOOUUH MY GOD I FUCKIN HATE IT!! WHY DONT YOU STAND OFF TO THE SIDE OF THE HALLWAY INSTEAD OF IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DOORWAY?? I HAVE A CLASS TO GET TO AND YOURE NOT MAKIN IT ANY EASIER FOR ME, LIMP DICK!!! MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY BEFORE I SHOVE YOU ALL ASIDE LIKE I JUST SAW MY LONG LOST LOVER, BITCHESSSS

- A PET RAT!! look at the adorable lil fuckersss... AAAGHH theyre so cute.. they dont got nothin in their brain AND IT MAKES ME ANGRY! BUT IN A HAPPY WAY!!!

- TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY FAVORITE PEOPLE!! you guys dont understand how ATTACHED i am. i wanna be with them at every waking moment of the day, from the second they get up and online to the minute right before they fall asleep. id be by their side like a lapdog. id watch over them and kick ANYONES asses who tries to hurt them... NO OENS HURTIN MY BOYS!!!! RAAAAGHH, FIGHT ME BITCHES!!!!!!!! ILL BITE BACK 20 TIMES HARDER LIKE THE MUTT I AM

- MY TRENCH COAT!! i'm VERY impatient, and i want it to just GET HERE ALREADY!!

i mean, look at this shit! its a WW2 Officer Military Uniform Motorcycle Trench coat!! THIS SHITS FUCKIN SICK!! but, time isn't on my side and i have to waaaaitt... I HATE WAITING! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO NOT HAVE TO WAIT AND JUST HAVE THINGS BE BROUGHT TO ME! WAITINGS A WASTE OF TIME!

- NEW BOXERS!! i seriously need to buy more, but i cant... like cmon, not even my parents supply me with it

- a new beddd... the one im sleepin ons from when i was a TODDLER!! ELIVATED OR NOT, ITS SO OOOOLDD!! I WANT A NEW BED!!

- a nice hug. tough guys deserve hugs to.

- some peace n fucking quieeet.. EVERYDAY IM SURROUNDED BY LOUD IDIOT FUCKS, WHEN ALL I WANT IS FOR THEM TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!1! GAAAAHHD...

- FOR MY FUCKIN CUTS TO HEAL QUICKER!!! wearin clothes while i have fresh cuts hurtsss... ughhh.....